But maybe this is all a dream

Well Marivhon, no, I think it probably is too late to change sides. Imagine a bank robber. He goes into a bank and shoots a couple guards, threatens the teller to give him the money, but then he thinks about it and says "Oh, no, wait, it looks like you guys have a reasonable checking account program. I'd like to open an account, if it's not too much trouble."

You killed all the masters (except Shi). To whom will you pay your special training funds?